Without You

Without You
(“Rent”)


Without you
The ground thaws
The rain falls
The grass grows

Without you
The seeds root
The flowers bloom
The children play

The stars gleam
The poets dream
The eagles fly
Without you

The earth turns
The sun burns
But I die
Without you

Without you
The breeze warms
The girl smiles
The cloud moves
Without you

Without you
The tides change
The boys run
The oceans crash

The crowds roar
The days soar
The babies cry
Without you

The moon glows
The river flows
But I die
Without you

The world revives

Colors renew

But I know blue
Only blue
Lonely blue
Within me blue
Without you

Without you
The hand gropes
The ear hears
The pulse beats

Without you
The eyes gaze
The legs walk
The lungs breathe

The mind churns
The heart yearns
The tears dry
Without you

Life goes on
But I’m gone
Cause I die

Without you

Without you

Without you

Without you



You know life can be so mean sometimes. *smile* Like, when you think everything is okay. Some bad feeling has to come along. But one thing I realized last night was that I’m not going to give up on us.

Have you ever tried losing someone you loved so much? And thought that replacing him/her would be easy? Or did you ever feel the way Ne-Yo did when he wrote Irreplaceable? (Yep, he wrote it. Beyoncé sang it.)

Well, I tried losing someone for a while (or more than a while!), I swear, I don’t want to feel that again. I thought I’d be able to find someone else. Tsk, tsk, tsk. But I didn’t.
I didn’t sulk and mope in a corner for the whole time I was in “pain.” I moved on, a bit, I think, not exactly, but, you get the picture!
But no one was able to “replace” him. No one ever can. Ever.

Trust. Trust. Trust.

We have talked about that a lot.

Question: If someone special to you, betrayed your trust and made you seem like the fool, what would you do?

Then he comes back, willing to give up almost everything for you, what would you do?

Would you take him back? Or let go of everything you ever dreamt and hoped for?

What if, just what if he isn’t the right guy for you and in the “process” of all this, your unknowingly hurting the man you are destined to be with till death do you part?!

What if he’s the one for you, the one man you’re suppose to spend your whole life with, and you let go of him for somebody else?

Wait. Wait. Wait.

What if you wait for someone who you’re really not supposed to wait for?

What if you wait for someone who doesn’t even exist?

What if you wait your whole life, for someone who has no plans of coming?!
Man, that would suck!

Uh! Right now, I am so tired of thinking about what would happen in the future. I just want to live by each day and enjoy it in any way I can. Life’s too short to be fussing about all these questions, right?

Live the day like there’s no other day. No grudges. No regrets. No pain. No day but today. (Rent)